OMG IM USER OF THE DAY!! IM SO HAPPY!!! hi everyone! thanks for checking out my profile!💖💖💖

im rlly proud of this edit hehe x3

been feeling rllt confident in myself and ive been OBSESSED with this aesthetic AND with the song Monstarrr by Ennaria💖💖💖💖

i feel so kawaii and confident X3

i RLLY need to animate more. i hardly do it, and i want to be an animator but i also have adhd, and school, and i am generally lazy and demotivated, so its VERY difficult. but i wanna learn!

rn im working on a short little animation with a lot of movement. im trying to practice storyboarding BEFORE i do animation and just all that shit lol

i need to just make whatever cause i rlly need to make anything. i just need to decide on a project, and then just do it. even if i get demotivated half-way through, i just need to push through. cause ik in the end it’ll be worth it when i see my work finished and other ppl praise it. thats what i want. to just enjoy what i make

i need to resist the urge to quit. just finish it bridgham!!! JUST FUCKING FINISH ONE SINGLE ANIMATIONS OH MY GAWD

im trying to make music in gargeband, rn its just covers of fnf songs and i just download the midi file and just mess around with the song, but hopefully one day i can make my own music. i rlly wanna do fnf music the most lol

i need be less serious, im always taking ppl online way to seriously. i just need to chill and be a silly littke guy and not let ppl effect or influence me. imma just do what i want, why should anyone care lol

recently been trying to better myself. just generally trying to take care of my mental health but also frying to freely explore my sexuality and just try to be more open about it in adult spaces. i need to outlet my sexuality in a healthy way, which can be done in many ways so yeah :3

i am an adult i will do adult shit!!!!

gonna try to draw some more art. i still have animated projects i wanna do but imma just do a lot of drawing for right now :3

ive hardly drawn characters from other medias and i rlly wanna do that more. ppl eat that up way more then just ocs, and i wanna try to get my name out there a little more. im not desperate for popularity, i just want ppl to like what i make

one day i wanna get front paged, but that’ll come in time. no rush

im so tired and sick of this fucking porn addiction i have. ive had it for awhile now and its not necessarily ruining my life, but it is just getting annoying and i fear it might get bad. cause i spend more time jacking off then doing what i wanna do. im not asking for sympathy im just venting here since i feel safe on newgrounds.

i just hope i can overcome this.

i should defiantly make vent art about this and be more open about it, considering that hiding it is never a good thing.

i told my mom briefly about it so she has somewhat of an idea. but posting art about it publicly might make me feel like im openly talking about it without talking about it directly to anyone.

so yeah, i just need to let myself go and recover properly. trying to hide it isnt gonna help. so imma just post vent art. that will appease my confrontation anxiety whilst also being open about my problems

i aim to reach at least level 20 on newgrounds. just so i can say “hey guys im level 20 on newgrounds😃👍👍👍”